10 July 2025
Do you cry when you are in desperation? If not, please do so. Oftentimes, crying is seen as a sign of weakness, but in reality, it is a powerful, natural form of emotional release and a therapeutic response to our feelings. Each tear we shed carries meaning, implication, and significance, reflecting our experiences, struggles, and joys. Remember, it’s okay to cry. It’s okay to feel that you are not okay. Letting those tears flow can be one of the most powerful ways to take care of ourselves. Tears help us express feelings that might be hard to put into words.
Lately, I have been feeling under attack—over my feelings, my mind, my body, my emotions, and in my relationships and workplace. I can’t identify what is happening. I feel tormented and tortured.
In contrast to my ongoing health battle since 2016, with continuous treatment and nonstop consultations, I can say I fight for my life. I was a bit depressed, but I can easily overcome that. I always think that this life is precious in the sight of God, and I know that God will never leave me nor forsake me.
But why, at this moment, is there a tendency for me to just stop fighting or to give up altogether? Why do I have this blankness over my head? Very low emotional intelligence? What happened to my mantra, "enjoy life because life is short"? Did I forget the promises of God?
Don’t get me wrong; I’m not trying to be overly spiritual in dealing with this. It’s not easy. So, I yield to God. I lean on Him. I trust in His power. I ask God to help me. I listen to His voice and fill my mind with His promises. I listen to praise and worship music. I talk to people. I reach out and open up to them. I seek professional help. That’s why I am thankful to God for my church community and for the gift of friendship around the world.
Giving up is not an option. To go on and continue is the answer. Quitting is never an option, but being quiet and still before God is. Pausing is not an option either, but praising God in every circumstance is the only way for me to face challenges and difficulties in my life.
Remember this: the Lord said in His Word, Psalm 120:1 states, "In my distress I cried unto the Lord, and He heard me." Be still and know that I am your God. (Psalm 46:10a) God is my shepherd, my refuge, my fortress, and my help in times of need.
Be strong, because things will get better. It may be stormy now, but it never rains forever.
The battle belongs to the Lord.
