I missed talking, the normal one without any difficulties or exerting effort just to say a word or a letter. I missed discipling people. I missed doing 121. I missed sharing the gospel to people. I missed singing to God. I missed worshiping God and leading worship in the church. I missed a lot of things…..
I lost my voice for a month already. To be honest i am pissed off on this situation. I cried, I got depressed, i had anxiety, I am disappointed already and many more. I really don’t know and understand what is happening on the inside and now my left nose is bleeding. I had a lot of sick leave and I’m sick and tired of this…To be honest I don’t like sick leave.. But my doctor told me to rest. So i need to obey…
I went to a lot of doctors already. I spend a lot of money just to check what is going on. A lot of medicines. Steroids. Nebulizer. Now with I. M. injections for 15 days. Hoping and praying that is will work.
Today is the start of our Mid-year Prayer and Fasting. Starting today ‘till 8 June 2021. I know I can’t do this on my own but i am in faith that God will do miracles to me.
God is my comfort especially this time. Yes i am afraid but I know HE is in control. I will lay it all to God. I am trusting God on this. I believe HE is my Miracle Worker and my Healer.
5 thoughts on “I missed…”
In faith that you will receive your breakthrough even before the fasting ends.
Amen. I received that..thank you for always supporting me all the way…
It’s tiring to be always tired, but God sustains us in ways we cannot comprehend.
Thank you for your possitivity Mommy Loi!
Awww. Glory to God. But it’s okay to say we are okay sometimes. And you are right God will sustains us no matter what. Praise God.
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